Random musings

truths of life
hard to digest
wish I could be honest
in accepting
situations of life
facts about myself
shows an ugly phase

why? what

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there's a sadness in my heart
trying to figure it out
why I don't stand the ground
I give up
when I shouldn't

my heart seem to get merciless
despite receiving the touch of HIS tender love
why do i become stubborn
always wanna do as 'I will'
like sheep walking its own way
I want to do what my will says
what a war it is between 'Your Will'
and my will
Your Will is perfect
my will is incomplete

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lonely and lost
how my heart was
till the Saviour came
and rescued me
HE took me in
never condemned
embraced me as I was

He called me HIS own
HIS precious blood HE shed
Left glorious heaven
told me
I'm the reason that He came

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Quiet moments in rushing times
are important in my life
whenever situations feel like crushing my feeble spirit
I recourse to thee

troubled mind, disturbed spirit
is all I have within
don't see anything
that'll bring me peace

looking for some wordds of wisdom

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I am loosing my ground
being strong is how I was found

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How I long for love
seeking for acceptance and glory
thought when someone's ehart
will beat for me
I will have my love's share
and know my worth
but thats not true
you may still want more

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I know that Your hand
carried me
from the moment of my birth
till today it has led me all the way

moment of faith

I know you live even today
not just ages ago but are alive
living in believer's heart

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love ya,
SM_eagle