Death is something that mankind( i have to) has to still accept...its easy for me to say but difficult for those who have lost someone close to their heart. it leads to only one question, WHY? well, many people may say it, WHY NOT? but easier said than done. Recent loss of Jessy Chechi, a fantastic lady left me so....numb, with questions, emotions and tears all dried, didn't know what to say or what to think...was just speechless...about life and realities that this life brings across my face. As I gazed at her mortal body i remembered those moments of laughter i had with her during charismatic programes outside Delhi, she was a woman full of life, faith and joy. Her suffering has brought healing, blessings, faith to many, though my physical eyes can't see but YES her suffering, time of agony will not go unfruitful... JESUS I BELIEVE, just like YOU chose The CROSS as the way for Salvation YOU will draw souls back to Your heart through her fragrant offerings. As my dad says, 'She was a SAINT and is a SAINT.' Jessy chechi, pray for us.
These lines are no where close to the loss and pain the family has experienced, is experiencing and will continue to feel the absence till YOU lay YOUR healing, comforting hand on them.
2nd May 2007
HELP MY UNBELIEF
life stops and so do i,
darkness falls,
so does my faith, most of the times.
my weak knees and weak hands,
began to drop...when i heard news
that i couldn't believe
i was left speechless
when i heard the loss of a loved one
its hard and rocks my faith
death makes us feel hopeless
changes our perspective
but is that how its suppose to be?
'it was coming, move on', people say
but guess, it'll take some time
to hang and move on
Jesus, what did Your mum feel
when YOU left the warmth of Her arms
it surely would have been
tough on Her and Your disciples
not knowing that YOU'LL return
on the third day
and YOU did, like YOU promised.
so i too wait for the resurrection of all
who went before me
to be with YOU for eternity.
how i can turn angry towards YOU,
when i encounter brutal realities of life...
its so easy for me,
to wander...
to go away...
on my own way.
it's during the night
when everything is still
then i hear
questions rising within
doubts making its hold strong
little faith i have jesus
thats what i realise
and all I pray right now,
"Lord i believe, help my unbelief
Lord i believe, help my unbelief."
2nd May 2007
HELP MY UNBELIEF
life stops and so do i,
darkness falls,
so does my faith, most of the times.
my weak knees and weak hands,
began to drop...when i heard news
that i couldn't believe
i was left speechless
when i heard the loss of a loved one
its hard and rocks my faith
death makes us feel hopeless
changes our perspective
but is that how its suppose to be?
'it was coming, move on', people say
but guess, it'll take some time
to hang and move on
Jesus, what did Your mum feel
when YOU left the warmth of Her arms
it surely would have been
tough on Her and Your disciples
not knowing that YOU'LL return
on the third day
and YOU did, like YOU promised.
so i too wait for the resurrection of all
who went before me
to be with YOU for eternity.
how i can turn angry towards YOU,
when i encounter brutal realities of life...
its so easy for me,
to wander...
to go away...
on my own way.
it's during the night
when everything is still
then i hear
questions rising within
doubts making its hold strong
little faith i have jesus
thats what i realise
and all I pray right now,
"Lord i believe, help my unbelief
Lord i believe, help my unbelief."
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Love Ya,
SM_eagle
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