I find YOU

There are times that I as a human being wish to seek consolation, attention, warmth, hug, affection from people around me...and who are these people? well anyone!!! sounds strange but thats how we are if we don't get the comfort or consolation we look for it in someone else's company. As a Christian I am not propagating stop all gestures of love, we all need some attention we all do but i wanna mention here what we seek from humans can never, NEVER, NEVER be satisfied...youngsters think my parents don't so my friends will, my best friends will, college going students think their new found love will supply the piece of their heart which has been missing, eligible single people think when they'll find their soul mate their search will be over.... In all this less do we realize that that missing piece of my heart is found ONLY in JESUS, thats what Archbishop Fulton Sheen said.

These lines i wrote when i could see my life searching, seeking attention, love, words of affection and when not finding anywhere ending up frustrated, irritated...untill i rested my soul in HIS presence.

19th April 2007
10:30p.m.

I FIND YOU (2007)
I wish someone comes,
stays by my side when i'm found lonely
How I wish
someone can sit with me
give me compnay
if not for long but for some moments

I find YOU... next to me

When I just wish
someone to catch my falling tear
I find YOU already
holding the drop in YOUR palm

I find YOU...

When I fail
in the presence of many
and no one's around
my human nature
expecting some one to reach out
I find YOU... already lifting me gently

When my wounds hurt, really bad
and I look for healing balm
of family
of friends
of beloved
and fine NONE
I find YOU... already comforting me

Jesus I realize
It's YOU who has HIS eyes on me
gurads me as the apple of eye
before i say a word
O Lord, YOU know it completely
YOUR Word, O Lord, is true
YOU know me more than anyone else
YOU know me more than I do myself
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Love Ya,
SM_eagle