Life without YOU

Hey! this is not a sad peom but through this all I wanna say is, How incomplete I am without the presence of the Living GOD, HIS words, HIS relationship. :-) And I am waiting for eternity when I will be sitting on my Father's lap.

22 March 2007
12:15p.m.

LIFE WITHOUT YOU (2007)
life seems so upside down,
when you have no one by your side
why my heart expects love from people
despite knowing
i will end up with a broken heart
don't know theres so much of sadness
loneliness, that my spirit breaks
wish i had known the reasons
atleast one, if not all

what can i say
I just feel too numb
things look so unclear
hazy that i am disillusioned
whats my prupose in life
when i have nobody by my side
thats what the world teaches
you need someone always.

God you made me
you know me well
things within me
seem so unstill
gosh! this restlessness
makes me feel empty
this disturbed spirit
reminds me of David
'soul searching for GOD
like a deer panting for water'
remins me of St. augustine
if i am right....
'my heart will be restless till it rests in JESUS'

words fail to describe my longing
fail to decribe my need
wish i was more expressive
wish i was articulate enough to tell it all
how much we need JESUS!!!!
My Father How much
but Abba, You understood
Jesus you too
for your birth, death and resurrection
proves it all
Your love for our souls
how you too are longing to
embrace, fill us in your arms
once again
for eternity

Jesus take me in
when I stand at the gate
Father, embrace me
when I enter the gate
I want to sit by your side
feel your robe around me
knowing that
you are there by my side
for eternity
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Love Ya,
SM_eagle