I long for...

Another diary entry...I wrote this when my life was going through major inner turmoil. My soul was parched and I longed just for HIM, who knew what I was going through...

1 May, 2004

I LONG FOR...
When one is up late in the night
and remembers all painful things of life
tears just fill your eyes
trying to figure out the answer for the famous question "WHY"

All I remember deep in my heart
to let those tears flow in HIS presence in the dark.
No one to see you through,
no one to hug,
no one to wipe those tears.

I long for HIS voice and for HIS touch,
wish I can see HIM with my physical eyes...
sitting beside me, putting HIS gentle arms around me...comforting me
gathering my tears in HIS palm
and whispering to me, 'I cherish each one.'
Come give me a warm hug in the stillness,
my heart longs for such a moment.

'I Miss YOU, Lord.' my soul tells...
where to find HIM is the only concern.
Change me, Mould me...all I want
just play a love song to my soul
and let YOUR healing flow...

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Love ya,
SM_eagle